1. Honestly, how many people have you kissed?
Honestly, 4ish?

2. Honestly, what color is your underwear?
purple with pink and blue leopard spots

3. Honestly, what's on your mind?
THat I should clean my room so I can make room for the pirate chest

4. Honestly, what are you doing right now.?
Filling in a quiz and listening to ABBA

5. Honestly, do you think you're attractive?
Honestly, I think attractive is a terribly subjective value. but yes. I think I am attractive. Not conventionally, but to myself I am.

6. Honestly, have you done something bad today?
Nope
7. Honestly, do you watch Disney channel?
yes!!!!!!!

8. Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?
Nope

9. Honestly, what makes you happy most of the time?
My great and good friends and my ABBA record, and Jordan

10. Honestly, do you bite your nails?
yes

11. Honestly, do you want to see someone this very minute?
yes

12. Honestly, do you have a deep dark secret?
Yup!

13. Honestly, when is the last time you have been to taco bell?
at least since last summer

14. Honestly, are you loyal?
Well, I feel in extremes, so one day i may be loyal but the next day not.

15. Honestly, are you in denial?
no

16. Honestly, are you happy?
yes

17. Honestly, do you like someone?
Yes.

18. Honestly, how high are you?
Honestly, I am high on life.

19. Honestly, what was the last thing someone said to you?
I'll talk to you when you get home from night class.

20. Honestly, what did you say to them?
I love you, bye.

21. Honestly, Gone out of your way to make a new friend:
Not today, but yes.

22. Honestly, do you kiss and tell?
Always. I am a terrible hoe.

.:DIFFERENT EMOTIONS SURVEY:.

*Anger Section*

23. What do you do when you're mad?
Vent to Jordan and my mommy.

24. What's the worst thing you've done when you were mad?
Hmmm. mostly I am just quietly mad. but once i threw a knife into the kitchen floor.

25. Ever made anyone cry when you were mad?
Not really. I usually am the one who cries.

26. Do you swear when you're mad?
Not really. There are better words to properly convey my feelings.

Crying Section*

27. When was the last time you REALLY cried your heart out?
hmmmm. not for quite some time

28. Cried yourself to sleep?
Same as above

29. Do you still cry when you get an injury?
yes. all the time.

30. Do certain songs make you cry?
Yes.

31. What usually makes you cry?
That Sick Kids commercial. and some movies.

*Happy Section*

32. Are you normally a happy person?
Generally at least partly happy.

33. What can make you happy?
JOrdan, my friends, harlequin novels, school, ABBA and Queen, Jane Austen, job interviews.

34. Does being with your friends make you happy?
Yup

35. Have you gotten a phone call that has made you happy
yes!

*Self-Esteem Section*

36. Do you believe in yourself?
Yes! I am a truly unique and awesome person, and anyone who can't accept me for me just doesn't deserve me.

37. When people say they think you are good looking/pretty, do you deny it?
HAHAHAA most of them are older men at the liquor store, so I don't.


LAST PERSON....

1. You hung out with?
Daisy, Jenn, and Ashley

2. Last person you texted?
I don't text. but Jordan

3. Last friend you were in a car with?
ummm Jenn.

4. Went to the movies with?
Kaitlyn and someone else (Ashley maybe?) It was Blades of Glory anyways

5. Went to the mall with?
Daisy.

6. You talked to on the phone?
Jordan

7. Made you laugh?
People I work with, or customers. some of them are pretty funny.

8. You hugged?
Mommy

9. You cried with?
no one.

IN THE LAST 72 HOURS HAVE YOU...

1. Kissed someone?
Nope

2. Sang?:
Yes! To Fernando, like 20 seconds ago.

3. Been hugged?:
nope.

4. Cried?:
No

5. Like someone you can't have?:
hahaha no.

6. Missed Someone?
yes

7. Wished you were somewhere else?
Hawaii as well Monica. It is SO Pretty! or work. or Ireland.

8. Thought of an ex?:
Nope! my exes are all old news.

9. Listened to Music?:
No I am just feeling the vibrations from my ABBA.

10. Forgotten something?:
TO finish Emma. not so much forgot, as avoided.

So after driving around all night I get home to find that my snow brush in the car is broken. I will undoubtedly face some wrath from my mother as a result. Next time you are in my car people, be careful.

PS. Jenn THe DVDs are DEFINENTLY not in my car. please find my grey's :(

**Four jobs I have had in my life:
1) Kumon Math and Reading Marker
2) "Sandwich artist" at Subway
3) LCBO Sales Associate
4) PArking Lot Attendant

**Four movies I can watch over and over:
1) The Princess Bride
2) Four Weddings and a Funeral
3) Bride(or Pride) and Prejudice
4) Sweet Home Alabama

**Four places where I have lived:
1) Arcade Crescent
2) That
3) Is
4) It!

**Four TV shows I love to watch:
1) Greys Anatomy
2) Gilmore Girls
3) CSI: NY
4) WIthout a Trace

**Four places I have been on vacation
1) Ireland
2) Hawaii
3) New York
4) Carribean Cruises

**Four of my favorite foods
1) MUSHROOMS! (esp. in soup, on pizza, sauteed, with ranch dressing, or grilled)
2) Corn on the Cob
3) Pizza from Chicago Style Pizza
4) Pasta with a rose sauce and lots of veggies

**Four places I would rather be right now
1) With Jordan
2) At School
3) On Vacation
4) Out with my peeps

**Four Favorite Pets I Have Owned
1) Anastasia
2) Shelby
3) Ginger
4) Jasmine

**Four Things I Hate
1) Open Ended Broad Essay Questions
2) My Sister's behaviour
3) Taking the bus in weather below -15
4) Hot Weather

**Four Things I Love:
1) My friends
2) My family
3) Travelling
4) My Jordan

I'm going to Hawaii in .... less than 17 hours! That's VERY exciting! so tonight i want to go out with anyone who wants to come! It'll be super fun. I'm so excited about going out! and getting away from my crazy "You can't leave x on the y or Ashley will think we are slobs" yelling mother.Going away is so stressful at christmas.

but ya! lets have fun tonight!

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200 QUESTIONS can you do it?
======================

200. My name is: Allison Ward
199. I was born on: April 20th, 1986
198. I am a: Girl
197. My eye color is: Blue
195. My shoe size is: 6.5
194. My ring size is: 7
193. My favorite color is: really deep blue, like my humanities shirt
192. My height is: 5'1" and a half
191. I'm allergic to: grass, dust, cats, dogs, horses, some trees, some flowers, a lot of stuff
190. I live in: Hamilton
189. Last book I read: novel? Regeneration. World War I fiction, but good stuff.
188. My bed time is: Usually around 2 or 3ish
187. First Screen name?: Probably just Allison
186. Current Screen name?: Dropping out to become a pimp but am dying of consumption
179. My favorite Holiday is: St. Patricks day
178. The perfect kiss is: The super hot, i'm going to sex you soon kind
177. The last three cd's I have listened to: Duke Ellington's Nutcracker, BNL greatest hits, and my awesome burned one
176. Last song that made me cry was?: dunno
172. My most treasured possession (s) is: my desktop or Microsoft word in specific. I never loved it so much as when it stopped crashing tonight
170. What did you do last night: class, Miguel drama-ness, essay writing, grey's
167. My skin's reaction to the sun is (tan/burn): Burn and blister


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:::::I Do (YES)/Do Not (NO) Believe In:::::
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143. Santa: No
142. Love at first sight: YES!
141. Luck: No
140. Fate: No
139. God: No
138. Aliens: Yes
137. Heaven: No
136. Hell: No
135. Ghosts: Yes
134. Horoscopes: No
133. Soulmates: Yes


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:::::Which is Better?:::::
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129. Hugs or Kisses: hugs. like long romantic ones
128. Drunk or High: drunk
127. Phone or online: online
126. Red heads or Black hair: Red heads!
125. Blondes or Brunette: either or
124. Lamb and tuna or peanut butter and jelly: PB and J all the way
123. Pool or darts: darts
122: Sci-fi or horror: Sci-fi
121: Boys or girls: boys
120. Night or Day: Night
119. Oranges or Apples: Oranges
118. Curly or Straight hair: Depends


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:::::What comes to your head ?:::::
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117. Scary: my essay
115. Backstabber: Maneater
116: Parents: "Tits in a wringer"
110. School: Dr. Heathorn


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:::::Last time?:::::::
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102. Hugged someone: yesterday, Miguel
101. Seen someone you haven't seen in a while: Miguel, last night

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::::MISC.:::
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90. Who's the ditziest person you know?: umm, Daisy is kind of ditzy sometimes? but i think the doctor thing cancels that out
89. Who makes you laugh the most: Ashley
87. One thing I'm mad about right now: lol no one
83. The last movie I saw in the theater was?: ummm.... Cars and Pirates of the carribean. (Drive-in)
82. Ever ate sushi: no
79. What have you done today: woke up, went to class, napped, went to kumon, came home, worked on my essay, chilled with company, worked on my essay, did this
78. This summer: was boring.
77. Next year will be: awesome. ROAD TRIP!
76. Something I will really miss when I leave home is: Ashley. Jordan. My parents.
75. The thing that I'm looking forward to the most is: not much, Road trips, and seeing people again.

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::::::What are you doing?:::::::
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71. Tomorrow: working on my essay (the one that isn't finished), going to Eric's party
72. Today: taking a bath and going to bed
71. Next Summer: working, road tripping, having fun, maybe taking canadian history
70. Next month: Exams, Work at the LCBO, Ashley's Christmas, Stripper trip, and going to Hawaii

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:::::MISC::::(CONTINUED)
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64. The person I have been good friends with the longest: Anneka
63. The person who knows the most about me is: Ashley and Jordan, but different things
62. The person that can read me the best is: Ashley
60. The most difficult thing to you is: concentrating on HW
59. I have gotten a speeding ticket: never
58. I have the following siblings: Older Brother, Adam, Younger Sister, Meaghan McEyebrow-less
56. My zodiac sign is: Aries/ Taurus
54. Who do you feel most comfortable with: Ashley
53. The person who cant hide anything from you?: no one
48. I have a job: LCBO for christmas, Kumon all year
47. I have a pet(s): Anastasia and Shelby
45. The worst sound in the world: the windows, "things aren't working anymore" sounds
44. The person/people that made me cry the most is: my parents
33. My favorite piece of clothing is/are: my green sweater from ireland
32. My favorite sport is: skiing
30. Your last picture taken: at the Golden Griddle
28. The church/synogauge: a long time ago, more recently for a synagauge actually :P
27. Last person I got mad at: Jordan probably.
26. My worst experience: Ms. Crane, my grade 4/5 teacher. scarred me for life.
22. The all-time best movie is: Casa Blanca (WORLD WAR TWO PROPAGANDA!) or the Sound of Music
21. The all-time best thing in the world is: How wonderful it is, while you're in the world
20. So, about them Canadians: thumbs up!
19. The most annoying thing ever is: beihng sick when you JUST don't have the time to be
18. The most annoying person you know is: My sister. brags about being smart yet smokes, doesn't go to school, etc.
17. I lost respect for people who: people who are ignorant, or stupid and brag about being stupid
16. I hate: being sick, doing calculus
15. I like: movies, all history classes, labour history, labour studies, JOrdan
14. My Favorite Day is: Saturday
13. My Favorite Month is: May
12. My Favorite band is: BNL
11. The worst physical pain I ever felt: getting my veneers done
10. My favorite Quote: "Not to be wooed or lured in relations with non german men" or "BONEY's UNDER YOUR BED"
9. My room: organized and creepy
8. My favorite actress/actor is: Sandra Oh
7. Your weakness: comliments, and concentrating.
6. Who do you like: Jordan. and others, but less so
5. Cats?:I have two, and hate dogs
3. Who broke your heart: no one really
2. I filled out 200 questions because: I'm not writing my british history essay
1. Is this a good survey: sure!

Ashley and I are in the club getting tipsy off of 22 year old tequila, which apparently doesn't kill you, though it does seem to take longer to kick in. WE are now watching bend it like beckham with daisy, who is drunk off of 22 year old fumes. It is most entirely awesome times. We are now drinking peach schnapps, mixed with champagne and peach drink (from crystal form)
Life is beautiful.
PLus the tiger cats won.
YAY!
School is also awesome. Second year rocks.
Back to drinking, and getting drunk off of fumes.
GOOD NIGHT INTERNET!

Alright Guys,
As you know, since I turned 18 i've been donating blood on a regular basis. In early to mid june I will start donating blood using platlet pheresis (sp?), where basically they seperate my plasma from my platlets, give me back the plasma and keep the platlets. THis entire process involves about an hour and a half to two hours. It means they can take my blood more often, thus helping more people.

But why update about this, you may ask. Well I was wondering if you guys, my friends, would like to try to match my chair time in normal blood donations. Basically I'm asking if 5-6 of you guys would be interested in donating blood. I know some of you are afraid of needles and such but really no body likes needles. It's just a chance to do something nice for somebody else, and get free donuts, coffee, tea, cookies, and sometimes soup after. So ya. I just thought it would be a cool chance to get some of you to give donating blood a try. If you're interested in criteria, check the blood donors website, I think if you google canadian blood services you'll find it. Just an idea. give it some thought.

Ok. SO. I have an interview with pizza pizza call centre tomorrow. the job is good, clean, and not in fast food. THere are 24 hours of paid training. it's only part time (i was hoping to get full), but if i worked it during the school year things would still work out. the problem is I have a couple of application out to other more desirable jobs, one in retail and the other as a student curatorial assistant. both of these positions would be full time, but applications deadlines haven't passed so i don't even know yet whether i'll even get an interview. so do I...

A) tell the truth at the interview that this position may only be temporary, depending on these pending applications. they should theoretically know this, as they are paying to train me.

OR

B) don't tell them, if i get the job take it, and if i get any of the other jobs, quit. the only problem with this is I feel sort of guilty about omitting the truth in a job interview situation.

oh well. opinions please? interview is tomorrow at three.

I have a Level 60 Mage on Kel'thuzad. Pretend to care. What It means: I'm a BIG geek. But I love it.

Also sorry I've been MIA all weekend to anyone who tried to contact me. My house is getting new flooring so I've been staying at Jordans. It's been good.

Dear friends,
As of 11:37 tonight I am done all my work for my first year at McMaster. Even with the overloaded second term it wasn't so bad. I now feel ready to meet second year history and kick it rightin the teeth! Now FOR EXAMS!

Stupid parents. not really. I really actually like my parents but right now my mom is getting on my nerves. here's why.

Earlier this month (well ok february) we started to talk about going on a trip to hawaii. awesome right?
Wrong. My parents have their heart set on going from december 20th-30th. Over christmas. Unless you go to mcmaster, where exams don't end til the 20th (we called). Seems insignificant. Unless your me. I've had exams on the last day of exams 100% of the time so far, so I'm not about to risk missing an exam to go to hawaii (I know I'm kicking myself too). It's stupid. I've been making stupid pro-active decisions at least since grade nine. All my decisions have been geared towards success (for the most part). So this, a very hard decision, went in the same vein. You think in a family where making bad decisions is as common as having a name starting with 'A' (three for the record), my good responsible decision would be respected. But no. my mom says "Well why don't you just lie and get a doctors note if you do have one? It's not that big a deal!"

Now I've been raised for as long as I can remember to tell the truth and when I really need some decision making support I get told to throw away morals for a week in hawaii. Well I've decided. I'll be responsible. I will spend christmas alone while my family basks on the hawaiian beaches. I will be honest and not risk my academic success for a week of sunburns and fun. Thanks for the support Mom.

I know this doesn't probably seem like a big deal but it is to me.

12290~!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG LANDSLIDE!

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Guys. I have had the most awesome night I've had in a long time. Jordan and I got together after school, he set up my WoW mods and Vent, we ordered wings from red rocket and then just cuddled together while he raided and I read Gone With The Wind. It was seriously the nicest time I've had in a while. We just cuddled and it was awesome.

Even more unerstandably good news, I came through first semester squeaky clean. Despite stupid MUGSI I eventually found it I had done way better than expected in everything, but especially the History of English Lit. Yay for that. Seriously I'm just glad to know where I stand in 1st year. Nice to have first term over with. Now comes second term, with it's heavier workload, evil villian as a professor (Bond villian, not like superhero villian), and only 4/6 interesting profs (still an improvement from 1/4 though!)

Had a great time seeing you all over break, good times indeed. Tough that you won't be home til reading week (and most of yours are a different week than macs.)

Submit your own plea to Cthulhu!

Name some friends or leave them blank and let me look them up myself:

Do you ever get the feeling that your degree isn't going to get you where you want it to? I did today. I realized out of everyone i've talked to this year about 90% of them are planning on double majoring in history and English and of those about 90% are planning on teaching. Now I'm not too good at math but it seem sto me that there just isn't enough room for all these history-english teachers in the school systems. I mean, sure there is going to be a hiring boom when all the older teachers reach there magic number but I still don't think there are enough spots for everyone who wants to teach. So I started thinking, Why am I taking this degree? Maybe I'm spending too much time around engineers, but talking to all these people who have plans for when they graduate and aren't going to need a second degree to make their first one viable is making me all anxious. Granted I would never want to be an engineer because HELLO I'm too pretty a) to fail, B) to date a nurse, c) to have a work related nervous breakdown, and d) to be an engineer (no offense intended to female engineers. but I'm too pretty(read stupid) for it). I guess theres still Law school, because that was an idea i'd been throwing around. But I'm already stressing about applications that don't have to be done for three years. Maybe I should take summer school and change to business or science. So in summary,

Suffering from extreme insanity. Please Send Help.

To whom it may concern,
If you ever have children, god forbid, train them properly. And for godsakes do not bring them to museums, especially places such as Ellis Island or the United Nations Art Gallery where the subject matter deserves respect, If they can't behave themselves. It is not "Cute" or "Funny" When your 10 year old child runs into other patrons, sits on floor level display information, Yells at the top of their lungs, beats other patrons with posters from the gift shops, disrespects immigrants by saying they look like "Fags", smudges the glass on display cases by, I kid you not, LICKING them, or Running up and down narrow corridors with their arms out. Museums, Art galleries, historical sites, and interpretive centres deserve the same respect given to schools or libraries. Unless they promote rambuncious behaviour through interactive exhibits then tell your kids to be quiet, stay with you, and DON'T touch, ot for that matter taste.

In other news, I have a beautiful fake Gucci Purse. I love it. It is Gorgeous. Even if it isn't Gucci. and at just $30 it is well priced. *hugs beautiful purse*. And my house will now adhere to the UN charter or human rights and freedoms as I own a pocket copy which I will keep on hand. My purse looks sort of like this one, but burgundy and black



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